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I hurt myself

I can't handle any stress, any criticism. I woke up in a good mood for 2 seconds. Money issues. Without being told to my face, this is all my fault. I spent money to wash clothes. I spent money on food, for me and my daughter. I'm the one that messed up the money. I… Continue reading I hurt myself

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My Anxiety Attack

This happened at work of all places. I felt crazy, I probably looked it, too. Everyday when I get up to get ready for work, I get anxious. It doesnt matter what job it has been for, how many short or long hours it consists of, I just always get anxiety before and during a… Continue reading My Anxiety Attack

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I Think I Hate College

How did you know what you wanted to do? I am literally giving myself a headache because I just can't figure out what I'd like to do. I feel lost and I feel stupid. I think I hate college. Week after week, I am trying to pursue these courses and finish my assignments, but I… Continue reading I Think I Hate College

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I don’t love myself.

Before I gloat and rampage on, I have to show some love to some awesome guys for a late Father's Day celebration. ☺☺ Thank you Khris for being the dad I wished I had my whole life and I've taken that for granted. I love you dearly and you're a pretty awesome person. I appreciate… Continue reading I don’t love myself.

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I used my EpiPen for the first time.

I've mentioned before that I have an allergy to sunlight. It's called Solar Urticaria. Because if this condition, I ended up using my EpiPen and calling 911 for the first time. Last Monday, I did some overtime for work early in the day. As soon as I get off work, I hall booty to the… Continue reading I used my EpiPen for the first time.