I'm going to say that this post may trigger some folks and I apologize. This post is to get my feelings and thoughts out because I don't feel comfortable with really communicating about it. I'm feeling okay and I'm feeling overwhelmed at this moment. Yesterday started off different than my usual days because I woke… Continue reading Yesterday, I attempted to commit suicide.
This happened at work of all places. I felt crazy, I probably looked it, too. Everyday when I get up to get ready for work, I get anxious. It doesnt matter what job it has been for, how many short or long hours it consists of, I just always get anxiety before and during a… Continue reading My Anxiety Attack
Before I gloat and rampage on, I have to show some love to some awesome guys for a late Father's Day celebration. ☺☺ Thank you Khris for being the dad I wished I had my whole life and I've taken that for granted. I love you dearly and you're a pretty awesome person. I appreciate… Continue reading I don’t love myself.
I've mentioned before that I have an allergy to sunlight. It's called Solar Urticaria. Because if this condition, I ended up using my EpiPen and calling 911 for the first time. Last Monday, I did some overtime for work early in the day. As soon as I get off work, I hall booty to the… Continue reading I used my EpiPen for the first time.
I have recorded 2 vlogs! 2 Vlogs!! It is seriously stressful. I want to look at myself rather than the camera lens. I want to look at everything else but the camera. My goal is to be entirely ME. This means no make up, no cute outfits, no awesome hair dos, and no pretty back… Continue reading Vlogging is no joke!