I'm going to say that this post may trigger some folks and I apologize. This post is to get my feelings and thoughts out because I don't feel comfortable with really communicating about it. I'm feeling okay and I'm feeling overwhelmed at this moment. Yesterday started off different than my usual days because I woke… Continue reading Yesterday, I attempted to commit suicide.
I have always been scared to say that, that I am medicated. I feel different, I feel somewhat free. I am taking Abilify. I'm still also on my Levothyroxine for my Hypothyroidism. I'm feeling like I can think straight and that I have some control over myself. My dreams, on the other hand, are killing… Continue reading I’m Medicated and I Love Fortnite.
I can't handle any stress, any criticism. I woke up in a good mood for 2 seconds. Money issues. Without being told to my face, this is all my fault. I spent money to wash clothes. I spent money on food, for me and my daughter. I'm the one that messed up the money. I… Continue reading I hurt myself
Did you read that right? Yup, it happened. Damnedest thing too, it happened in the first floor apartment in this building almost 20 years ago. My mom, sister and I used to live here in the second and first floor apartments when we were in elementary school. It was just us, my mom wasn't with… Continue reading My hair caught on fire when I was in elementary school.
This happened at work of all places. I felt crazy, I probably looked it, too. Everyday when I get up to get ready for work, I get anxious. It doesnt matter what job it has been for, how many short or long hours it consists of, I just always get anxiety before and during a… Continue reading My Anxiety Attack