I'm going to say that this post may trigger some folks and I apologize. This post is to get my feelings and thoughts out because I don't feel comfortable with really communicating about it. I'm feeling okay and I'm feeling overwhelmed at this moment. Yesterday started off different than my usual days because I woke… Continue reading Yesterday, I attempted to commit suicide.
I have always been scared to say that, that I am medicated. I feel different, I feel somewhat free. I am taking Abilify. I'm still also on my Levothyroxine for my Hypothyroidism. I'm feeling like I can think straight and that I have some control over myself. My dreams, on the other hand, are killing… Continue reading I’m Medicated and I Love Fortnite.
I will be upfront and raw, I haven't started getting to the real body of this blog and I am already crying. This may be a trigger for someone with PTSD, please be warned, my apologies. I need to do this to let this frustration and fear that is bottled up in me, out to… Continue reading I Have PTSD and Mood Disorder
This happened at work of all places. I felt crazy, I probably looked it, too. Everyday when I get up to get ready for work, I get anxious. It doesnt matter what job it has been for, how many short or long hours it consists of, I just always get anxiety before and during a… Continue reading My Anxiety Attack
How did you know what you wanted to do? I am literally giving myself a headache because I just can't figure out what I'd like to do. I feel lost and I feel stupid. I think I hate college. Week after week, I am trying to pursue these courses and finish my assignments, but I… Continue reading I Think I Hate College