I can't handle any stress, any criticism. I woke up in a good mood for 2 seconds. Money issues. Without being told to my face, this is all my fault. I spent money to wash clothes. I spent money on food, for me and my daughter. I'm the one that messed up the money. I… Continue reading I hurt myself
Did you read that right? Yup, it happened. Damnedest thing too, it happened in the first floor apartment in this building almost 20 years ago. My mom, sister and I used to live here in the second and first floor apartments when we were in elementary school. It was just us, my mom wasn't with… Continue reading My hair caught on fire when I was in elementary school.
I will be upfront and raw, I haven't started getting to the real body of this blog and I am already crying. This may be a trigger for someone with PTSD, please be warned, my apologies. I need to do this to let this frustration and fear that is bottled up in me, out to… Continue reading I Have PTSD and Mood Disorder
This happened at work of all places. I felt crazy, I probably looked it, too. Everyday when I get up to get ready for work, I get anxious. It doesnt matter what job it has been for, how many short or long hours it consists of, I just always get anxiety before and during a… Continue reading My Anxiety Attack
My toddler abuses me. And I know she enjoys it a lot, too. During the weekend, I'm sitting on the edge of my bed across from our PS4. Alaina is goofing around and moving her feet in all silly ways kids do, and she proceeds to knock over the game system onto my right foot.… Continue reading Toddler Abuse