This week is gonna be hectic for me. I’m probably over exaggerating but that’s exactly how I feel about it.
My man’s birthday is on Sunday the 4th. I feel more excited about his birthday than he does. I have no clue why. But it is also Super Bowl 🏈 Sunday with my Eagles 🦅 playing!
I have plans to take him out for his birthday this weekend. Really will be him taking me because I don’t drive 🤔. He is not a picky picky person but he is picky. So I’m nervous even though he has told me repeatedly that he doesn’t care.
When you’re a parent, who works, goes to school and work, and live in a house with three other people besides your spouse and child…you need a break. You plan to watch a movie together, but then you forget an assignment is due tomorrow. You guys both plan to get the girl to sleep sooner so you can have time alone 😉 and she stays up so late you fall asleep before her. It is a rough job and you can’t quit from it.
This is a screenshot from a video I took of her licking her baby doll. And it is the lock screen to my phone. 🤪
My mom is a godsend ❤️ because she will be babysitting.
I still have not started my homework for this week yet. I ended up handing in last weeks homework on Monday instead of by Sunday midnight. Get this, I also realized while handing in my week 3 assignments late into week 4 that a week 2 assignment was missing. SNHU has a new system to complete you classes with. So I didn’t pay close attention to week 2 and having an assignment due. I check what the assignment was and I always completed it 😭. I just never uploaded it online to hand it in. Technically I should have gotten a zero after this past Sunday for being late. I told my professor the confusion so I hope it’s graded so it is better than a zero. 🤯 Rant over about that 😭😂.
I just want to avoid my class work being late. I want to feel that this weekend will be great for him. Life has been rough for the both of us for these last couple years. We have talked about why, but when we both get too stressed or emotional we just lash out. We are both home bodies and we prefer to stay in. I also don’t have a car, I don’t have many friends, and the ones that I call friends are moms, too. I don’t feel like leaving my house with my toddler to hear two toddlers going haywire 😂.
I just want to get out the house, spend money I only get once in a while on us, shave without scratching myself, and get my homework done on time. It isn’t too much to ask for, is it? 😁
I will surely update the world (like 10 people who may read my blog) about the weekend and his birthday. He will be the big 28 🤦🏽♀️😍. He’s getting so old, I still think back to the times where I would friend zone him 😌.
Notice that this is from FOUR years ago!
It is 8 am, I’m in bed typing this out as my little vent session. I’m gonna get an hour of sleep (hopefully) and then go to work. I hope everyone else has a fantastic Hump Day, week, & weekend.
RIP Nick 💔